Is it too late?

Ok, it has been awhile since I have "blogged" and a lot has happened. Too much to ever put into print, but gimme a glass of red wine & ya might hear about some of it. I often say "this too shall pass" but really do we want our lives to pass by so quickly? Seems like only a few day ago I had all these great plans of things I wanted do in my life and now I am approaching a number I don't want to think about. I ask myself, what have I actually done to make these dreams happen? There are a few biggies that I wouldn't trade for anything, but else what have I done that was close to my heart? What have I done to give me a personal sense of accomplishment or leave a legacy? Did I even realize back then the longings created if I didn't make time for them? I guess after seeing others accomplish so much and watching others do the things I want to do, I am having my "mid-life crisis". I know God has always had a plan for my life, and I have tried to follow it. Am I being challenged to do something else? What is it? I need the adreneline. I love the thrill of the unknown. I want something good and need it soon!